And were….at 50

This is my last post I am doing about the deviant/sociopath/pedophile/narcissist/etc/etc/etc/etc….

Literally could go on for pages as titles of the descriptions of truth about this person..this thing..

You may ask why..?

Time to cut the cords…

Stop the energy flow…

End this for me…

Because I am the only one that matters..

I did all that I was supposed to do with this person..

And every issue..situation I brought to officials has been dealt with and what needed to be done has been done..

Innocent parties and they are the two children…one born through her father and one born through her boyfriend…??

Not sure what to call a boy child who knows his about to be wife diddles her daddy…

50 days will make its entrance tonight at midnight…

50 days of no contact…

Not minimal contact or grey rock or anything but done…

The feeling…the feeling…

IS MIND BLOWING PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!

It did not feel this good of a release..a safe haven..a security blanket wrapped around me…even when my children were born…(and that is a story for another time)…

I have never in my life experienced so much joy and tickle me purple peace…ever..

And you may ask..why did I stay and persist for almost 5 years…go ahead ask…

We as beings are incredibly fragile…and incredibly strong…so powerful…

Yet you have to remember how that power is used…

And how that fragility is used…

I come from abuse…abusive marriage..and abusive sons…

Same story a lot of people have…

I am not making news here…

It is the scenario that happens when you decide your life is valuable…

Contrary to what you have been told…

So in my fragility…my father…attempted to destroy me, along with my siblings..

And in our fragility we took to heart the cruel words he used to describe us…and the cruel acts he did to us..they marked us..

Some defined their life by them…and some fought..

I have discovered my strength is way more powerful than most anything…

I stand here..with no illness…no disease..no mental health issue..nothing..nada..perfect health…

53 and run 6 miles 6 days a week..like the wind baby…

I am incredibly kind, generous, compassionate, empathetic(why I was chosen), beautiful and freaking intelligent..

Talented seamstress and writer..chef..creative like nobody’s business..and received 2 promotions in 7 weeks of work..

On the other side of the coin..each abuser is deathly ill..fighting diseases from their actions…and KARMA is coming a calling…

And bonus..I get to see it…would have been fine if I did not…but I do..

Yet my fragility had me believing that I could help these types of people…but we cannot…we can help people or rather aid people who make honest mistakes…not those who deliberately perpetuate acts of evil against as many people as they can..even their own children…

You really do not want me to go on about their acts…

It is worse and more evil the Saw 1-6…or how many there are…

So that is why we stay and persist…

We do not believe them..we think we can help…

And we CANNOT…

These are evil…evil..evil beings..

And God and this universe will have their way with them…

Do not let that keep you up at night…

That is not our job…

Protecting innocent beings and speaking up against evil acts and protecting yourself…

Yep our job…

So my fragile…yet so strong heart..loves me…and walked away..

Threw everything away that had anything to do with him…

And now I cannot even remember what the crap was…funny how that happens..

And ends this chapter forever..

And when I closed the door…

Something walked in…from the other door I was not even looking at…

LOVE…

No more energy to the disgusting man and his family…

No more time…

Nothing…

No wondering…no hoping…nothing…

I am drawing a blank here…

Nothing…

It is done…

And I am the only one who decides that…

Anyone up for cake and ice cream…?

Promotions always deserve a party….

 

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~ by HopeGlenn on June 7, 2017.

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