Songs songs oh my songs….

When I am driving home from work…I usually like to put the day of work behind me…think of different things…play some other thoughts…and release the events of the day…so when I arrive at home…I can present myself…and take the energy I have created in my dwelling into me…

And not pattern my day from work..and work…

In those songs I seem to get depressed…and I was wondering why….

And I think it has something to do with evasion….

It seems most of the songs talk about evasion…and..would have…could have…should have….

Usually about things one should have said…or done…

And then later…they realize…oh yeah….

My purpose here is not to run away from as many things as possible and hurt as many possible…

It is to change…my karmic track record….

Karma likes consistency…

Steadiness…

It is neither good or bad…so that is why those two words fit….

If you consistently feed the coins into the evasion..running away….

You will basically keep getting those situations where you run away and evade….and teach those…like our little ones…the fine art of duck and hide….

Just like the songs we listen to….

How many of them teach…sing about…ooh you got me good…aint never gonna happen again….?

But that person we call a pest…keeps arising in your life….and many others…

And we scratch our head in wonderment….

Karma is steady….

And consistent…

It will continually give you the consistent…steadfast item…you are looking for….or better put…keep asking for…

Until one day…one moment..you go…

Stop….

How many songs you here about…the crazy girlfriend…who is hot…?

You keep getting the crazy chick…but she keeps showing up in the hot form….

Or maybe she is so hot…because you keep asking for the crazy chick…because you deserve the crazy chick…and do not believe you are allowed to tell the crazy chick to go take a hike…

So you keep stabbing yourself in the heart….oh just for giggles….

Put any noun you want into the spot…add an adjective….

As long as you keep feeding the cycle…we keep spitting out replications….

And when you pass on here….after feeding the karmic merry go round….of this life….

You get ample opportunities in another life….in another form…another perspective…

Kind of feel like a roller coaster now….

Now before you beat yourself up some more…and give yourself an excuse to have another drink…another drug…another shame filled moment….

Pause….

Think of all the times you drew the line in the sand…and well took action when another pissed on it….

Think about the times…even though shaky…you told another to take a hike….

Think about the times…you stopped being a doormat….

Feel how awesome you are…

And you do not need to live in fear…

Breath in your gloriousness….your beauty…

You aint chopped liver honey….

And the next time you hear that song….

That speaks about how they like being lied to and the burning is exquisite….

Shut the crap off….

Look into your eyes….

And remember….Loveliness begins with you….

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~ by HopeGlenn on August 9, 2015.

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