Time to say Goodbye to Daddy….

I tend to be straightforward…not one to mince words…

perhaps that is why I like Louise Hay and her books….any of her books

And Pam Grout and any of her books….

They speak the truth..the real truth…and nothing but the truth…so help me God…

Hey isn’t that from some court thing…maybe long ago…

We tend to be in a pickle with jobs…people…clothing…because we will not be truthful…

Especially not with ourselves…..

So we would much rather believe the lie someone is selling to us…because we will believe the lie rather than the truth…about oneself….

yet you got to get past all those poor decisions…and maybe for some it was one poor decision…and see that you believed this world…well rather than the Creator….

You know the one..the energy that created you…that resides in you….the one that is sitting with you right now…

Telling you not to beat yourself up…we have a tendency to lean in that direction…when you have been pounded on….

And we all been pounded on….

We are so used to lying to each other…because of terror that we might have these naughty things inside of us..that were created because we believe lies….

tell me…if you saw yourself as a perfect…(no I did not misprint that word)…PERFECT….beautiful creation, without flaw…and able to do anything….

Would you look at porn…

Would you tell your friends and family your partner was problematic so your own ummm blunders looked like a walk in the park….

Would you talk to your parents like you just fished them out of the sewer….

And blame them for your well…because lack of a better word failures…

Would you stop doing something you love…because in someone else eyes it made them look bad….

Would you throw someone away because your child likes having you…no make that loves having you drunk..stupid and dependent…on them for any part of you….

Would you tell someone you wanted them near you..to be in your space…just to be…because you loved the life…creativity and warmth of them….and then later you reveal you could really care less…and tell them you want cash…because well they are breathing too much air…

We all believe some lie and then make another lie to cover for the fact we believe the lie…and then do something else…because we are lying…

Yes I know..kind of harsh words…but truth….

So I had a revelation….

After reading all these books..which I will read again…and then putting into practice a lot of the techniques and principles and experiments…I found these results…

The telling myself truth affirmations about myself and others…enabled me when I was faced with some brutality….

To tell myself the truth….

And to sit in quiet preponderance and thought….and be still as God asks me to.

To realize…I had been lied to…but not by me…

And what another had been telling me I was “good” for was a lie….and I had to let them ponder it….and not interject…because we all have the tendency to want to prettify everything….

And if they chose to stay there…they did..but when I realized truth..I realized I would not be homeless…I would have more food than I needed…I would not suffer….God…yes God…would provide everything…

God has always been there…waiting with bated breath to shower me in truth….I wanted lies…and I waited for miracles….

Yet miracles cannot come until I let it happen…

When I say..to the one making lies a reality moment after moment….

You got it all wrong…you got me all wrong….and they want to walk away…or pretend they want you to go…

Remember this….

YOU ARE A PERFECT CREATION…BEAUTIFUL ABOVE WORDS…WITHOUT FLAW….SO ASTOUNDING THE UNIVERSE APPLAUDS CONTINUOUSLY….

And if someone cannot see that…I bet you all the money I make in the world…that behind that lie…they are trying so hard for you to swallow is the truth….

Is the truth…is that someone and something…who thinks and will always think your eyes are filled with stars and they deserve you…and do something else we have become highly unfamiliar with….

They CHERISH you….

So read those books..or get online and read their blurbs on their blogs….and find out about you…

And when someone hands you a line…like well porn answered my questions…

You can hand them their coat…laden with lies….and let them sit with it…by your silence…

And let God work…

Let God work…

Truth is the easiest thing to find..we just have to get past ourselves…

Start by looking at another’s face…an marvel….wowo…how did all that happen…and look how wondrous it turned out….

look at a tree…and leaves and smell the pine or oak….and think as you watch the leaves fall off of trees and shortly..in a breath they will come back…

And do one more thing…

Go stand in front of the mirror….yes you….the one in the pajamas or sweat pants….

And look at that beauty….my oh my you are gorgeous….

And say…”I love myself therefore I will tell myself no more lies…and not allow myself to be lied to…”

And I know it feels weird…I am in the same space…wondering if tomorrow I will be on a corner frozen like a Popsicle…

But I wont be…because that is a lie…

And truth is the only reality…this other stuff are great shows…

And truth always comes forth…ALWAYS….

And be still….

 

 

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~ by HopeGlenn on December 8, 2014.

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