It did not hurt..like I thought..it should….

“Not being heard is no reason for silence.”

Victor Hugo

When I write…my words upon this blog….it is the heart prompting…

The need…like that silly gnat bite..that teases until tended to…

I am preparing…to leave….

To end…from my end….because that will be the only ending ever to happen….

This time with this person…

“Not being heard is no reason for silence.”

Victor Hugo

I was hooked for awhile….

Thought the drugs…alcohol…immoral puke behavior…was a passing fancy…

Yet it is a life….narrowed down to simple words….

“one is unwell….has made themselves unwell…and will remain unwell…by their choice alone…”

And another screaming match has ensued..trying to convince another…you are not what they described…

And I watched the words rise up…and then fall like leaden balloons….

Because I believed the lie…

“Not being heard is no reason for silence.”

Victor Hugo

And then another voice stepped in…and spoke…

And said…the changing words…

It does not matter anymore….all you need is safety…to deal with how this image was formed….

And I have begun….

Because…just because…words were not heard…

Actions will replace those words….

And denying my disengagement from the lie parade….

The women…the drugs..the alcohol…the co-dependency of sister…children…ex-wife…pornography…and the bottle…your last saving hope…

And you left…in the tomb of your soul….

shows me….the one gone..who did not feel the sting…like she thought…

Shows me….

“Not being heard is no reason for silence.”

Victor Hugo

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~ by HopeGlenn on October 7, 2014.

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