Speaking will cost you…..

Speaking any sort of knowledge…

Or calling others onto a stance of reality..truth…

Will cost you…greatly…

And it is a victory…because one more bondage..one more rope about your ankles..arms and neck..are removed…

The duck tape holding the staples in place about the mouth…suddenly do not wound..and there are no marks showing their once presence….

At first..when it is happening…and one is being denied..actual facts..and being presented with a false reality…

The heart beats quickly and sweat beads form on the upper lip…

Because one questions their own integrity…ethics..when another is lying…

Or burying the evidence to support..their faulty stance and action…

And that is the way it is supposed to be…

Life slamming you up against a wall..in which we are surrounded by false realities….

So a tornado blowing through the room is sure to unsettle the ground one stands upon…

And always thought..I must be wrong…

I must have heard something wrong..perceived something in a tweaked way…I must have…

Because if I was not wrong..why was that sour look upon anothe’rs face..?

It must be because of me…

But it was not…

It was another..trying to swallow you up in a false reality..

A perception they wanted you to sink your teeth into..and well..you could hardly breathe…

Now you know why…

It is like being taken out for your birthday…and you..the birthdayee…paying for the one taking you out…

You know that feeling…

Trying to be grateful that one wanted to take you out….but then being pissed because you were connived..and tricked…and now you have to smile…and choke down the meal…which now tastes like dirt..

So as the voice quavers..and mine does…

And the knees shake a bit..

And the one faking it makes faces…

And you dare to make eye contact…

Speak….

Because their opinion of you..does not matter…and is none of your business…

Consider the source…

Evaluate who is speaking..and what they are trying to do…

Bury you..to live in their moat of self despair…because misery loves company…

Because in truth…

This aint about popularity..and being liked..and is my appearance pleasing…especially with my tattoos…

It’s about doing it..the right thing…which always feels funny…

In a world getting dressed backwards….

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~ by HopeGlenn on May 16, 2014.

One Response to “Speaking will cost you…..”

  1. A beautiful piece of writing! (Regards: http://www.scientificbeast.wordpress.com)

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