The endurance to carry on..despite the ability to know how…

It is like being brave..and not knowing you were being brave…

It is just what you did..and you really did not think about it…it was what it was…

It is like facing every second..and not thinking anything different…and knowing there was no option A..B..or C…there was just this moment…

Like staring down a disease..and arguing with a doctor..for the zillioneth time…what is happening..just one more time…inside this frame we endure in…

Like my friend with devastating migraines…and nobody can connect the dots…they are just there…

Like my friend with Fibromyalgia…the disease..disorder..that simply originates pain…

It is like knowing you have heard that line before..that excuse…that reasoning…

That…

Says….just leave me alone…

No explanation will satisfy…

No investigation will suffice…

No decoration of a history..that will make it something it is not…

Just carrying on….

Despite the ability to know how…

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~ by HopeGlenn on December 29, 2013.

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